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Cissy Vallario ([info]cissysaidso) wrote,
@ 2009-09-22 02:33:00

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Wednesday - 1/17/08 Aim:Cissy/Xander

cissysaidso (10:19:58 PM): Hey stranger.
RisingHellborn is available (10:19:59 PM)
RisingHellborn (10:25:04 PM): Do I know you? I'm pretty sure I don't know you. who are you again?
cissysaidso (10:26:02 PM): Yeah, yeah. Whatever. I've been totally MIA. I know.
RisingHellborn (10:26:38 PM): Even more so than normal.
cissysaidso (10:28:13 PM): I've been... busy. You?
RisingHellborn (10:31:05 PM): Writing my music. You know how I get when I get something in my head. Rest of the world goes away.
cissysaidso (10:34:34 PM): Yeah. I guess you could say that's what happened to me too.
RisingHellborn (10:35:28 PM): Started writing music? That's my gig, fool girl.
cissysaidso (10:36:05 PM): No! Not writing music. I got distracted with something and the rest of the world just sort of went away.
RisingHellborn (10:40:05 PM): Always a trip when that happens, eh?
cissysaidso (10:41:15 PM): I'm pregnant. I'm going to be a mom.
RisingHellborn (10:41:50 PM): You're a little late for April's Fools
cissysaidso (10:42:14 PM): Also late for my period for at least the next 7 and a half months.
RisingHellborn (10:45:01 PM): So you're not joking.
cissysaidso (10:45:15 PM): Nope.
RisingHellborn (10:46:09 PM): What the hell were you thinking?
cissysaidso (10:46:09 PM): It's not yours so.. no need to freak out.
RisingHellborn (10:48:39 PM): If it was mine, you'd be a lot farther along than 6 weeks.
cissysaidso (10:49:24 PM): I am further along than 6 weeks. Oh.. shit.. I only have six and a half months to go.
RisingHellborn (10:51:32 PM): Yeah, I'd say that's out of it. Women don't usually lose track of that particular detail.
cissysaidso (10:53:28 PM): Math is not my strong suit..
RisingHellborn (10:55:03 PM): Does your father know?
cissysaidso (10:55:39 PM): No.
RisingHellborn (10:59:45 PM): And when are you planning on telling him? Or you going to wait for him to ask why you're gaining so much weight?
cissysaidso (11:01:10 PM): I don't know. Soon? It's not like he sees me enough to know I'm gaining weight.
RisingHellborn (11:01:51 PM): Give it three months, and even a cloistered nun will know what's going on with you.
cissysaidso (11:02:38 PM): I'm going to tell him. I just wanted to get things sorted out here first.
RisingHellborn (11:06:57 PM): Well, that explains that whole "I have to change" routine you were giving me a while back. Though, I should be annoyed you waited so long to tell me.
cissysaidso (11:10:27 PM): That was before I found out. I think. Honestly I don't even remember. I was a little more concerned with breaking the news to the father, then to Simon, then to my cousin Vinnie who's definitely not happy about the whole thing, and then to the director.
RisingHellborn (11:13:42 PM): Not that any of those people matter one whit to me. Especially your cousin. And why would you have to break the news to the director?
cissysaidso (11:14:13 PM): Because I got knocked up by a professor.
RisingHellborn (11:17:15 PM): I wouldn't have suggested talking to the director about it. That's the last person who needed to know who the father was.
cissysaidso (11:18:34 PM): He talked to him because he wants to be able to be involved in his child's life.
cissysaidso (11:19:12 PM): Of course we told him that we met at a bar, had a one night stand before he knew I was a student and before I knew he was a teacher, and the affair ended as soon as we realized who the other was.
cissysaidso (11:19:42 PM): Worked out pretty good that way seeing as neither of us have been here all that long.
RisingHellborn (11:20:34 PM): Well, that's good at least.
cissysaidso (11:21:51 PM): Yeah.
cissysaidso (11:21:56 PM): Aren't you even going to ask?
RisingHellborn (11:24:06 PM): The father means nothing to me. He's just some old dude who decided to fuck one of my oldest friends.
cissysaidso (11:25:05 PM): Well okay then.
RisingHellborn (11:25:53 PM): Sides, if he really meant that much to you, you'd be talking about him nonstop and I'd already know his name.
RisingHellborn (11:25:57 PM): Like you were about Simon.
RisingHellborn (11:26:10 PM): Which made me want to kill the kid before I ever met him just to get you to stop talking about him.
cissysaidso (11:29:39 PM): You're an ass.
RisingHellborn (11:31:29 PM): No, I'm just the one guy on this campus who won't lie to you.
cissysaidso (11:33:04 PM): Jonah doesn't lie. And neither does Ric for that matter.
RisingHellborn (11:36:13 PM): I'll take your word for it, since I know neither of them.
cissysaidso (11:37:36 PM): And maybe you don't care about who does or doesn't decide to sleep with me, but considering I'm having his baby, you could at least pretend like you care enough about me to be curious about who fathered my child.
RisingHellborn (11:38:48 PM): Are you happy?
cissysaidso (11:39:07 PM): About the baby?
RisingHellborn (11:39:40 PM): Yes.
cissysaidso (11:41:09 PM): I am.
RisingHellborn (11:42:31 PM): That's all thats important to me, C. That you're happy. Who makes you happy isn't important, just that you are.
cissysaidso (11:43:31 PM): Do you think I'll be a good mom?
RisingHellborn (11:43:58 PM): Do you really want me to answer that?
cissysaidso (11:45:44 PM): I wouldn't ask you if I didn't.
RisingHellborn (11:46:41 PM): Not unless you change and grow up.
RisingHellborn (11:46:55 PM): I adore you, babe.
cissysaidso (11:47:08 PM): I have. You just haven't really been around to see it.
RisingHellborn (11:47:10 PM): But you're selfish, manipualtive, and self indulgant. Thoe aren't good mother traits.
RisingHellborn (11:47:31 PM): Then you'll just have to show me.
cissysaidso (11:52:00 PM): I'm letting Jonah name the baby because he didn't get to name his son. I volunteered to drop out of TJS so he wouldn't have to worry about losing his job because of this. I bought underwear that isn't even remotely cute because it's far more practical to get the kind with the stretch panels than to have to go buy new ones every week. And I don't even care that I'm gaining weight like crazy and I'll probably never get my figure back. I'm definitely not the same girl that I was even two months ago.
RisingHellborn (11:55:11 PM): Couple of months is easy, babe. We're talking decades here. Can you be more like my parents than yours for as long as you need to be?
cissysaidso (11:57:51 PM): I've never loved anyone as much as I love this baby. And he or she isn't even here yet. I don't think there's anything that I couldn't do.
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cissysaidso (12:04:48 AM): I will be.
cissysaidso (12:06:26 AM): And I'm totally gonna be a MILF at that.
RisingHellborn (12:07:25 AM): then you'll just have to lose the weight again. 'cause I know I ain't gonna sleep with you again if you get fat on me.
cissysaidso (12:08:27 AM): And whoever said I was going to sleep with you again anyway?
RisingHellborn (12:09:57 AM): Because I'm too hot to resist.
cissysaidso (12:10:11 AM): I've resisted you this long.
RisingHellborn (12:10:42 AM): You've never resisted me for more than a few months.
cissysaidso (12:10:47 AM): I actually haven't been sleeping with anyone...
cissysaidso (12:13:36 AM): I cheated on Jonah with Simon... twice.... so after the second time, he wasn't even speaking to me, and then the baby happened so now we're kind of in the "let's be friends and see what happens" zone.
RisingHellborn (12:13:51 AM): Well, I understand that pregnant women in their last 3 months get hornier than hell.
RisingHellborn (12:14:05 AM): I'll just have to hang around you then, and be all demonically inticing.
RisingHellborn (12:14:36 AM): Cheated on Jonah with Simon... weren't you dating Simon? Shouldn't that be the other way around?
cissysaidso (12:15:11 AM): Well, no. Simon and I broke up. And then I was dating Jonah.
RisingHellborn (12:15:47 AM): So you cheated on simon with me... cheated on Jonah with Simon...
cissysaidso (12:16:11 AM): Yeah.
RisingHellborn (12:16:29 AM): You're going to have to work on that bit, unless you want to end up being like your mother.
cissysaidso (12:16:44 AM): Don't even say that.
cissysaidso (12:17:03 AM): And whatever you're typing now, you should probably not.
cissysaidso (12:17:08 AM): Seriously.
RisingHellborn (12:17:10 AM): Not that i can say much. My parents were never exclusive to each other. But in their defense, it's not biologically capable for them to be.
cissysaidso (12:18:05 AM): The first time I slept with Simon because he wanted me to be his first even though we weren't together anymore.
cissysaidso (12:19:12 AM): The second time, I was just scared. I was getting too close to Jonah and I didn't want him to be capable of hurting me so... I hurt him first. And that was a mistake.
RisingHellborn (12:20:21 AM): those are flimsy excuses and you know it, babe.
cissysaidso (12:21:25 AM): Think what you want, Xander. I don't need you to believe me.
RisingHellborn (12:23:30 AM): since when have I not taken your side in anything, babe?
cissysaidso (12:25:16 AM): Whenever it inconviencens you?
RisingHellborn (12:27:33 AM): I've always been there for you, C, even when it inconviences me.
cissysaidso (12:38:56 AM): In that case, do me a favor and don't try to seduce me. We both know you could if you wanted to. I mean, you're you and that's what you do but....I'd really rather you didn't. I'd like it if we could just be friends and leave the other part of our relationship in the past for a while.
RisingHellborn (12:39:41 AM): I don't sleep with pregnant women. Period.
cissysaidso (12:40:15 AM): Why not? Not that I'm complaining...
RisingHellborn (12:40:36 AM): Because I feed off people when I sleep with them. You want to risk me feeding off your child? I have no idea how strong their spirits are.
cissysaidso (12:41:39 AM): Good point. Of course it's not like you can't control it. I know you don't have to feed every time you have sex.
RisingHellborn (12:43:10 AM): No, I always feed.
RisingHellborn (12:43:28 AM): I can just control how much I take whether its a little or a lot. You don't notice a little.
cissysaidso (12:44:10 AM): Then why not none?
RisingHellborn (12:46:05 AM): Try stopping your heart from beating.
RisingHellborn (12:46:30 AM): It's just like that. My body does it whether I want it to or not. I can just slow down the process.
RisingHellborn (12:47:11 AM): I am only 25, you know. Maybe my parents can stop it, but I'm not that good.
cissysaidso (12:48:14 AM): Hmm, I disagree. You most definitely ARE that good. Just maybe not when it comes to that. lol.
RisingHellborn (12:50:05 AM): I'm better than many demons of my kind born on the surface already.
cissysaidso (12:51:08 AM): Don't remind me.
RisingHellborn (12:51:21 AM): I meant at the feeding bit.
RisingHellborn (12:51:53 AM): I could've taught my original sponsor, a succubi, a few tricks, and she had a few hundreds years on me.
cissysaidso (12:52:45 AM): I know
cissysaidso (12:55:27 AM): Talking to you kind of makes me miss the way things used to be...
RisingHellborn (12:58:24 AM): Well, don't expect me to change any diapers. I adore you, but you're not that cute.
cissysaidso (12:58:36 AM): Oh I totally am.
RisingHellborn (1:00:09 AM): Nut huh. I'm the ass, remember? I'll be the guy in the back going "Damn, that stinks. Sure glad i'm not doing that."
cissysaidso (1:00:20 AM): lol
cissysaidso (1:00:28 AM): That sounds about right...
RisingHellborn (1:06:51 AM): Sides, in fifteen years or so I'll just have to seduce your kid, if its a girl, of course.
RisingHellborn (1:06:58 AM): Drag around to parties if its a boy, and worry mom.
cissysaidso (1:08:09 AM): And I'll have to remove your testicles with a parring knife
cissysaidso (1:08:16 AM): My child is off limits.
cissysaidso (1:08:25 AM): End of discussion.
RisingHellborn (1:09:47 AM): Where's the fun in that tho?
cissysaidso (1:10:08 AM): It's not about fun, it's about respect.
cissysaidso (1:10:14 AM): Deal with it
RisingHellborn (1:11:08 AM): Pft
cissysaidso (1:11:18 AM): I'm serious, Xander.
RisingHellborn (1:11:37 AM): Pfffttt!
cissysaidso (1:15:43 AM): Fine. Wait and see.
RisingHellborn (1:17:02 AM): Sides, you know hanging out with me will keep them out of all the trouble we got into as kids.
cissysaidso (1:18:50 AM): Whatever.
RisingHellborn (1:21:02 AM): You know I love ya, babe.
cissysaidso (1:21:41 AM): Then don't talk about seducing my daughter.
RisingHellborn (1:22:25 AM): Talk and doing are entirely different things.
cissysaidso (1:24:05 AM): Better be.
RisingHellborn (1:27:59 AM): Stop being so grumpy, mommy
cissysaidso (1:28:24 AM): ooohhh mommy? I like the sound of that.
RisingHellborn (1:30:41 AM): You would
cissysaidso (1:32:00 AM): lol
RisingHellborn (1:39:02 AM): If you need anything, let me know. It's yours.
RisingHellborn (1:39:20 AM): though, if you wait two and a half months to tell me something like this again, I'll kick your ass all the way back to New York. Pregnant or not.
cissysaidso (1:41:24 AM): That isn't all on me. It's not like you've been falling akk over yourself to talk to me either.
RisingHellborn (1:43:00 AM): Like you said, whenever you're around me, we do something stupid. Last time, you were trying to set things straight with Simon, and I was giving you space for that.
cissysaidso (1:43:40 AM): That doesn't mean you can't talk to me.
RisingHellborn (1:44:56 AM): Given you weren't going out of your way to talk to me either, I figured you were wanting the space.
RisingHellborn (1:45:09 AM): Seriously, a couple of months is nothing to the years I've known you, or the hundreds we've got to go.
cissysaidso (1:46:03 AM): Then why the threat to kick my ass?
RisingHellborn (1:46:54 AM): A couple of months to smooth things over with your boyfriend is one thing. 3 months after learning you're life is changing is quite another.
cissysaidso (1:52:51 AM): Okay. Fine. You have a point there.
cissysaidso (1:53:01 AM): I'll try not to do it again.
RisingHellborn (1:57:20 AM): Better not.
cissysaidso (1:59:46 AM): I do need something.
RisingHellborn (2:00:52 AM): ?
cissysaidso (2:02:56 AM): I need cuddles. Not sex, just cuddles.
RisingHellborn (2:03:37 AM): Next time I say something like thta, remind me to put limits on it.
cissysaidso (2:04:07 AM): Ugh, come on! It wouldn't be the first time.
RisingHellborn (2:06:47 AM): Fine, fine. And your fat ass better not bring any sappy love movies over. I'm demanding explosions and naked titties on the screen.
cissysaidso (2:08:54 AM): I am not fat! I am a beautiful pregnant woman. My bump is adorable. And I don't care what you watch on tv.
RisingHellborn (2:09:27 AM): You're hte one who said you're gaining weight like crazy. So... fat fat fat! Hahahaha
RisingHellborn (2:09:46 AM): But, fine. Come on over. I don't have any roommates currently, so nice empty room.
cissysaidso (2:09:54 AM): There is a difference between being fat and being pregnant, thanks!
RisingHellborn (2:11:57 AM): Mmmhmmm. You gonna sit there and argue or get your ass over here?
cissysaidso (2:13:07 AM): I'm on my way.
RisingHellborn (2:13:29 AM): I'll leave the door open.


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